Are we there yet?

Are we there yet? Whenever I read all those uplifting articles out there that brings hope… it does bring hope for a tiny spec of time until it goes by without a hitch and you feel yourself sliding back into the depression as if we are not moving forward at all.

This spiritual journey that we are now one, reminds me when you make a  trip with your parents and you don’t know how long it takes to get you there. After being underway a long time you get bored and here pops up the question: Are we there yet?

I know many people have said, it is not the destination that matters, it is the journey you are taking. The ups and the downs, the happiness and the crap…

Until I realize I am already there, because the destination is the journey we all are taking. And with this dawning on me, the question ‘Are we there yet?’ fades away. And this opens up a whole new journey, a journey of joy and exploration. Instead of saying ‘Are we there yet?’ we better say: ‘ Lets go on an adventure’.

Lets leap and go on an adventure, take everyday as an adventure.

Recently I have been very sick because of this incoming wave, also the people around me have been sick. It seems the energies are very high. Even last night I made a request to my guides to heal. I dreamt of a tree blocking my way, but a man was already busy removing the tree and clearing the path. This cannot come clearer to me.

And what about you? Are you there yet? Or are you going on an adventure?

Where you also affected by this incoming waves? Let me know.

PS: I also created a new page for 2019 in Dream flights for anyone to read. I hope you will enjoy my dream flights.

As always,

Love and Light


A journey to the light: Feilla’s Story (2013)

All pictures are copyrighted by Feilla. She made those pictures during her journey of light.

(*PD =Paranormal Detector. As I writing the story some words came.)

Everybody is on a different path, but this is a journey of a woman, who courageously ( PD*1515) went on a journey to the light.

This journey started when I saw a similar picture of the hanging garden of Marqueyssac in South-West of France as the one Feilla took below. And I could feel an exciting and at the same time a mysterious feeling coming from this picture.


©2013 Feilla

There is some history about these gardens.

 The hanging gardens of Marqueyssac are unique gardens suspended high above the Dordogne River on a rocky outcrop. They are set in the grounds of the 17th century Chateau de Marqueyssac and are classified among the Notable Gardens of France by the Committee of Parks and Gardens of the French Ministry of Culture.

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This was also the moment I got a nudge from my guides with following message: “ Hi Feilla, on this journey you just have to be open and let anything happen. Be in a meditative state and let all emotions and feeling go through you. This journey will unlock your heart. Don’t hold back on to them as you are clearing, if any, some karma from previous lives.”

Also the word cleansing was provided by my guides. It was also important that she bring here crystals to this journey. My surprise was that as I sent out this mail to her, I got a mail from her saying that she felt guided to bring her crystals along this journey. And as this journey unfolds, this kind of telepathic knowing between us, got only stronger as you read on.

I also saw Feilla waiting for the train and saw her protected/guided by a golden light/presence/aura. She mentioned to me that when she was taking the train, she saw 1414 and 414 many times.


1414 or 414:Angel Number 414


Feilla’s Journey and our connection during this wonderful transformation.

29 October 2013: Matignoc – Lascaux II


©2013 Feilla

As the synchronization is building up, I sent a mail again to my sweet sister with following guidance. I didn’t know then how true these words were.

“Hi My sweet Feilla, I just want to send this message to you before you go. As a message from me and from my guides. ‘when you are on a spiritual journey let the stars in the sky guide you and may your heart be filled with joy and light on this journey you are about to take.’  Keep well my sister because after every rain cloud there is a sunshine and a rainbow.”

Taken from the song, the wizard of Oz ‘somewhere over the rainbow, where skies are blue, and the dreams that you dare to dream, really do come true’.  Have a save journey, will be watching over you.

Update from Feilla about above message: My dearest angel, without you, how could this journey be possible. I still not told you that the second night during that trip, following your guide, I didn’t miss the extremely beautiful starry sky.  (PD* police)

This is Feilla’s recall of events.

I started my journey on the morning of the 29th of October 2013. At last, I decided to bring my computer for this trip. Your mail is the first one that I read when entering the room of my hotel. My dearest sister, I cannot but wonder who you are/were to me??? You’ve always be able to sense me so well in such an incredible way!!!

You know you just sensed EXACTLY WHAT I SAW today on my way to climb to the mount where Lascaux II is located!!!!!! I took the pictures of the rainbow, even DOUBLE RAINBOWS under the RAIN CLOUD. It’s so so so eccentric that it was a SUNNY DAY before I arrived on the foot of this mountain. But when I started to climb this mountain, it started to drizzle and it just fell from the “cloud” above me, only that cloud. When I turned back to where I had just passed a few minutes ago, I saw exactly a rainbow where it looked so Sunny.

When finishing the visit of Lascaux II, the rain in fact has stopped for at least one and half hours. But when getting off the site, the rain started again and got very heavy. Almost arriving the foot of the mountain, I saw the rainbow again, no, in fact double rainbows. It was weird that the rain stopped when I just arrived the foot of this mount. So if felt exactly that the rain cloud was following me !!! (stalking cloud)

So….you just brought the message which corresponds perfectly what I was experiencing with this 3D physical body. Of course, I know it’s not only so…it’s also something like an omen or a sign.



30 October 2013: The hanging garden of Marqueyssac


©2013 Feilla


This the moment we were waiting for. The gardens and the spiritual transformation. And yes, synchronization still happens during this wonderful journey.

I leave this up to you Feilla to tell this amazing transitional journey. (PD* found)


©2013 Feilla

At the moment when writing this sentence, it’s already the beginning of the 30th of October. This is the day when I will fulfil that mission to the gardens. The most difficulty for this journey is that it is a holiday here and there is no bus at all. So there are still some challenges for me to get to the hanging garden of Marqueyssac and to go the next place from that garden. I’ve asked the ‘Masters’ for help, bringing me more luck, to see more miracles on this day.

Your message here to me is a giant encouragement. You just gave me such a lovely confirmation that I’ve been guarded, and guided!!!

It’s indeed not an easy journey at all and I could finally be there after overcoming lots of difficulties and being brought the miracles. Being there, I almost cried. I’m sure the Masters were looking after all this course, so I got a very good occasion to be alone in the garden, meditating and connecting with you all tranquilly without any worry. So being in that garden, I tried to do connection with you all, holding the crystals in my hands.

Since I had successively been given two swords during our connection two days before my departure, I tried to connect with AA Michael. I asked AA Michael’s guide to fulfil something with the swords that HE handed me.  I was meditating cutting off something, including my negative memory about my past lives (both in other and this incarnations in France) with them.

During the course, I felt the energy /electricity circulating between my crystals and my hands. Nevertheless, I did feel my transformation/transmutation during this journey.


©2013 Feilla

In the course of the journey I has sent a picture to her that made an amazing synchronization again of what she experienced that day.

I really cannot imagine how you can capture this second picture from a Chinese video ??? Again, you just amazed me with not only one impacts !!! You know the four characters 傷痛之心 on the top-right, are the authentic/traditional Chinese characters, which means the heart which hurts ; where the ones under the screen, 惟有「雨林之魂」,才能挽救生靈(灵:simplified character)涂碳, which says, “only the soul of the rain forest” can save the lives from suffering/falling into the mire. During the trip, just soon after leaving that hanging garden, the first place where I visited is the very “raining forest!!!!!!” My dear sister, you really cannot imagine how affected I’m for what you have brought to me. How happy/lucky I’ve been to have your guide & rescue !!!

In the shop of Goffre Proumeyssac, also called the Crystal Cathedral, I brought one selenite crystal and one Aventurine. Since I had to leave soon, going to the Prehistoric museum, I had no time to consider but just chose immediately the ones I wanted. I knew Selenite before this journey, and had thought to get one for quite a period of time. So when seeing it, I got so excited and knew why my intuition had led me here. The crystals sold in that shop are so pure and energetic.

I in fact didn’t realize this kind of stone is the heart chakra stone. When getting this, it occurred to me what Lisa had just reminded me that this journey is going to unlock my heart !!!


The end of the journey. 31 October 2013: Font de Gaume


©2013 Feilla

On the morning of the 31st, being in the cave of “le font d Gaume,” my beloved sister, YOU, Lisa just came to my mind,  and I tried to send you the images that I saw there.

So I would continue the log about what I saw in the last day of my journey. It’s the cave “Font de Gaume,” which has prehistoric polychrome cave paintings and engravings dating to the Magdalenian period. I cried there not only once….for the sensation that I cannot describe at all. Being in such a “definitely sanctuary” and “the best tour guide that I’ve ever listened to in my life, and the enthusiasm, humanitarian spirit and professional skills of the concerned archaeologists and experts.



Back home. After the journey.


I just arrived home, finishing the mission that I was so impatient to fulfill. I do feel my transformation/transmutation in not only one aspect, but in many aspects, thanks to you!!! I seem to have difficulty to bring my mind back to the urban life after this marvelous journey.

The two words, Thank You, are not enough at all for me to express my gratitude!!! People there are so kind that I felt so healed. My heart hence gets much opener. Besides, another miracle that encourages me so…this journey also healed my biological sister and opened her heart, mending well our relationship in an incredible way.

After coming back to Paris, I do feel a big transformation. Particularly, owing to the coming eclipse, both my headaches and dizziness cause the difficulty of writing. As so many things were suspended during my journey, now I’m still attempting to adapt to the new state or to articulate/connect with some old and new things.