I find myself in it seems heaven, or it feels that way. It feels amazing. I find myself standing on clouds and there seems to be a mirror effect as I can see myself standing in heavenly light. It appears I am quite younger there, around 20 years old. The light that exists out of different sets of light; there is yellow, orange/pink and white light, it reminds me of my safe place. There is a path going to her.
Now I find myself in those little bumper cars that you use when there is a fair and it is riding on some train tracks around this scene above. So as we go around, I am now 39 years old and I see myself standing 26 years old looking at me in the heavenly light, 20 years old.
– Believe me, this felt very strange to see myself split up in different ages. It seems like a have an out of body experience and at the same time a dimensional experience. –
I find myself in the hospital, lying on a stretcher and a lot of medical staff that are trying to save my life. They push a breathing tube through my throat, but as I was coming around I started to make funny noises as I was trying to breath. They take it out very quick.
The dream changes and I find myself looking after myself as a toddler.
But not for long as I find myself again in the hospital, in a round hospital room and it appears that there is a guard in front of my door. Then the guard receives a phone call and he steps into the staircase and because he doesn’t look at my door and I see my change to leave.