Lately I am feeling like I am driving a certain direction, without knowing if it is the right direction. Feelings of doubt and sometimes fear and anger, pave my way. I do my best to be the observer in this ongoing Ascension path, but not always easy. Sometimes my emotions get the better of me and with some consequences. Then I realize how my vasana played out and I act accordingly , trying to take this example and not repeat it the next time. I had a lovely email from my soul friend Leslee and I had some questions that were plaguing me. See below the questions I asked.
I don’t know if I have a right to ask, but since you are not doing the crystal connections I was wondering if you can ask if we make any progress and if, what will this be and what is the purpose of doing it and because we are in 2013 if it is still valid doing it. I only ask because you are close to us but not connected to the meditations. I had a lot of disappointments to handle and now I am also battle with a severe tooth ache . When is this all going to end? Love you sweet lady, over and out 😀 Lisa
This is the answer Leslee provided me and hope you don’t mind Leslee that I made a post out if it. I felt it was important to share with you , as it maybe also benefit you, as it with me. I realized that I am still holding on to my old ways of thinking and reacting, the 3D old way, even though we are not in ‘Kansas” anymore 😀
When I ask about progress and purpose of the crystal connection meditations (as well as your other questions), here’s what I receive (from Adrial):
You already know the answer to this question ;), and you can help the meditations have more meaning for your personal path by asking for what YOU wish to gain from the meditations. This applies to the Dreamflights also. You may ask to be shown whatever you “need” to see, and to understand its meaning, and you are free to share as much or as little as you feel comfortable with. Remember that so much has been done and accomplished already, and you do much of this intuitively and sub-consciously. Yes, there is always progress. And you make progress even when you simply make your way through your life. Be willing to spot stagnation and move on.
Leslee has been questioning this a lot lately, as well: “Am I getting anywhere with this work, and will I ever actually see any results?” She is concerned that her questioning might be an obstacle to progress. It is, somewhat so, however it is natural given your circumstances (for both of you), and the far greater obstacle is to “fight” or resist where you are. Accepting is the best remedy, the most calming salve to the challenges you both face right now.
[remove] Remove any sense of obligation or duty from what you feel you “should” be doing. Relax and allow your body to soften and regain its suppleness. You are tending to feel as if you have somehow failed or let others down, but those emotions are illusory.
Remember that your family is interwoven. You do not bear sole responsibility for what you experience. You, Thanda and the girls are all working things out together, and, for better or worse, you all currently share equally in events surrounding you, whether it relates to your health, your careers, or what happens for the girls at school. And your guides acknowledge that you know this, we are simply reminding you to reassure you.
There is much deep work taking place that will result in your releasing many preconceptions about how this world appears and “works” or “operates”. We are offering instances that provide opportunities for you and many others to let go of your old understandings of what things mean. Leslee is tired of hearing this herself, but we’re asking her to repeat it anyway: the more you are able to completely let go of what you expect for outcomes, the more opportunities you allow for Creativity to blossom and provide you with easier paths. When we say “Creativity”, we again refer to the creative power of the universe. [frighten] You, Lisa, are very creative, and yet please understand this is not an obligation for you to “create” or produce. Try to find moments to be still and listen. Trust that you and your family are protected, even beyond these bodies. Allow yourself the time to catch your breath.
[apple] Breath is one way your pain can be eased… try simply observing your breath, even when pain makes it rough and tight. Try to just be with it. Visualize the pain in your abdomen as if there are ropes binding you, and as you struggle they become tighter. You will know what to do, how to respond, and how to re-train your body to react when it senses discomfort. Trying this simple observing will show you many things, and will also show you the answers to the questions that you prefer not to ask out loud.
As far as the eternal world and the changes that so many wish to see in this realm, this is where Leslee gets frustrated too. She is beginning to see that her expectations for change demand a faster rate of movement than is currently appearing to happen. However we are finding ways to show people that gradual change is coming about steadily. When you meditate, ask to be given visions that illustrate examples of this for you. We are working directly with certain people now, and it is very true that a picture paints a thousand words. Imagery is far more efficient at conveying meaning, than words alone can accomplish.
Try to notice fear without judgement. Simply observe it and ask what ways you might respond to help it disappear most quickly.
The hardest lesson that people on Earth’s surface are learning right now is that the changes and solutions must come from within. External “salvation-oriented” solutions are products of fear-dominated minds, after centuries of cultivation by those who have learned to use fear to control and inhibit others.
Take a look at the time you have each day, and ask yourself what things you do out of a sense of obligation, versus what makes your heart sing. This may sound harsh, but please take a hard look at what you read and absorb from others, and ask yourself: Would you rather take a few moments for yourself, or tend to a blog? This is one reason we’ve not been communicating with Leslee much in this way at this time. The media world will continue to buzz from finding themselves in 2013 for another 3 months or so. Eventually things will settle down, but we encourage you, during this time, to go within rather than concern yourself with what others are saying.
Specifically: At this point in time, NO ONE has answers. That is by design. Earth-surface humans need to learn to stop feeling they “should” be “saying” something. Go within. Keep going within and you will find your deepest source of rejuvenation and inspiration. Yes, Leslee has detected that these words in this paragraph are coming from a source other than Adrial, but that is part of our challenge to her. To allow herself to share these words even though she cannot determine the source. Time will reveal more.
We are working to provide conditions to allow you to have more freedom, but it takes time to influence synchronicities, and this flow occurs more easily with people who at nearly at their wits’ end. We don’t plan it that way; that statement is based on observing people who are deeply accustomed to feeling trapped, and have become limited in how they see options arising for them. This psychic aspect has taken thousands of years to develop; it will take some time for it to dissolve. We greatly sympathize with that plight of so many, but one quality of the new energies is that simple truths must be honored. This is more essential than trying to make people feel good about their current situation. Please do not fear outcomes, and please understand that it can take several rounds of deep shifting and changing before things really begin to feel better or easier. This is the point at which many have chosen in the past to sink back down into the deep water. You may not feel as if you can reach the surface, but if you allow yourself to float in mid-ocean for a while, you will find you will not drown.
On that note, we’re sending Leslee to get some rest. Yes, we are in 2013 now, but things are still moving and yes, our treasure Lisa, you are making powerful progress. Hold fast to love, and continue to request to connect with the highest possible guidance. We love you and are with you constantly.
Wow, I didn’t expect so much of a response! I hope this offers some help and meaning to you… Of course, if it doesn’t resonate, then that may be part of the message too!
Here’s wishing you a quiet day with a calm body. I’m off to bed, will ask if we can visit astrally and talk more and meet others who can show us more. Thank you so much for your sweet, enduring friendship and love!
Hugs to my sister! Leslee